What Happened to Millie?

Hey all,

It’s been quite a while, hasn’t it?

The truth is, since the new year began, things have gotten insane–in many ways.  I won’t discuss the specifics of anything because I feel it would detract from the focus of the blog, but suffice it to say, there’s been so much stuff going on that writing has become, annoyingly, a relatively low priority.  I’m trying to change that and find more time to write, but it’s difficult.

In light of how long it’s been since my last post, I’m going to share my progress in different areas of my artistic life and my ideas for the future.

#1: The Screenplay

This is sort of a good news/bad news situation I suppose, but I have a very optimistic view of it.

The good news: my ideas for the screenplay have been even more solidified since winning NaNoWriMo 2016, and I’m confident that I’m on the right track.

The bad news: like I mentioned before, it’s been very difficult to write recently, so actual progress on writing the screenplay has been put on hold.

In general, I’m excited for what the screenplay will become.  I’m planning on making it into a web series (instead of a full-length movie, as I had initially planned), and I have been embracing more non-traditional methods of storytelling and applying them to my writing.

#2: Writing in General

As stated over and over again in this post, I have had NO TIME.  It is actually crazy how little time I have had.

In the few moments I’ve been able to steal to write, I’ve been working mostly on poetry and flash fiction–basically, anything I can start and finish in a small amount of time.  I am planning on participating in the upcoming Camp NaNoWriMo, but with my schedule being the way it is everything is still very tentative as far as writing is concerned.

#3: Visual Art

It’s been pretty “meh” on this front since October or November, but I’ve been trying to step it up recently.  I’ve been working on a few portraits using acrylic paint, a medium I usually shy away from.  It’s been fun to try new things.

I also invested in a large set of Prismacolor brush-tip markers, something I have been fantasizing about for years.  I’m still getting used to using them, but I’m sure with practice I’ll learn to adore them as much as I do my Prismacolor colored pencils.

#4: Music

I have a complicated relationship with music, and in the past few months I’ve been intentionally avoiding music-making.  However, several instances over the last month or so have shown me that I should probably start composing again.  I never thought I’d see the day.

I’m going to try to work on some new pieces to hopefully be used in the soundtrack of my screenplay.

 

That’s basically it.  I’m very tired right now, so I apologize if this post was a little less eloquent than it could have been.  I hope all of you have been coping well with everything that’s happened worldwide in 2017.  I wish you all the best.

 

Millie

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NaNoWriMo: WON

After a month of tireless writing and constant panicking over word counts, I officially crossed the 50,000-word threshold at around 5:45 this morning.

I have participated in a total of eight NaNoWriMo and Camp NaNoWriMo sessions, and of those sessions, I have won six times.  But never have I felt this proud of myself at the end of the month.

I have truly immersed myself in my screenplay this month and learned more about myself in the process.  I have spoken more to my characters than I have to real, physical people.  I have been slowly going insane.

So basically I’ve just been doing normal writer stuff.

I feel a strange sense of freedom now that I’m not tied to a prescribed word count quota.  I find that writing about 500 words a day (as opposed to 1,667) generates the best quality of writing from me, even if the total project word count does go up slower.  So I think I’m going to stick with the writing schedule I developed during this month, but I’m going to give myself a 500-word daily goal instead.

I apologize if this post was a bit messy, it is still very early in the morning and I have post-NaNoWriMo adrenaline.

Congratulations to all you NaNo winners!  And if you didn’t reach 50K this month, don’t despair!  Stick with your story and you’ll get there!

More later,

Millie

NaNoWriMo: Closing In

After a month of nearly nonstop literary self-doubt, I finally breathed a sigh of relief this morning when I realized my screenplay has a beginning, middle, and end.

That’s more than I could say about any of of my previous NaNo novels on 27 November.

I know each character’s backstory.  I know their primary struggle over the course of the story.  And, most importantly, I know where they end up just before the credits roll.  It took a lot of headaches, word sprints, and confusing moments of panic to get here, but who cares about that now?  I’m here.  And this is the closest I have ever come to creating a story people will actually listen to.

Now, I know there are more headaches down the road.  In fact, I probably won’t feel this confident about completing my screenplay until I type “THE END” at the end of my Scrivener document in big, bold letters.  But at least now, I have some type of road map to follow instead of just feeling around aimlessly in the dark.

As of right now, 27 November 2016, this year’s NaNoWriMo has been an overwhelming success.  Will I have a finished project by the end of the month?  Not even close.  But will I know what to do to get to that finished project?  Absolutely.

So I will continue writing these next few days with more fervor and excitement than I have all month.

Happy NaNo-ing, everybody.  We can do it!

Millie

NaNoWriMo, Weeks 2 & 3

First of all, I have a totally legitimate excuse for not updating last week.

I have been insanely busy.

And not just normal busy.  Really, really busy.

So this entry is going to be a summary of both this week and last.

My Current Word Count: 38,443 words (slightly above quota, for once!)

Last week, I was having a lot of difficulty getting my head in the right place for writing.  My only writing time was in the late afternoon, and by that point I was often so mentally exhausted or preoccupied with the events of the day that I just couldn’t write that much.  So I decided to start waking up early and writing before I even washed my face in the morning.

Surprisingly enough, this was incredibly effective.  My inner-editor was as tired as I was in the early morning, so I wrote quicker and more freely than usual.  Most days, I’d have my word count goal reached before I even left the house.

Then the super-busy week from Hell came and I was barely getting enough sleep.  I slept in more than I should and I had absolutely no time to make up for it in the afternoons.  As my novel statistics below show, there were several days where I didn’t reach my quota and, as every NaNo participant knows, if you’re behind one day, you’ll be working double-time to get back on track.screen-shot-2016-11-23-at-8-43-00-pm

But I’m glad to say that as of tonight, I have officially met my quota for the first time in days.

I am by no means close to the finish line with this project, but I know I’m on the right track and, despite the setbacks, I consider this session of NaNoWriMo to be the most successful one I’ve participated in so far.

Millie

 

NaNoWriMo, Week 1

Due to my fabulous time management skills, I have about five minutes to write this post.

So I apologize in advance–to all of you.

A week into NaNoWriMo 2016, I am less than impressed with myself.  I have spent way too much time doing non-writing things and way too little time doing actual writing.

Ugh.

This happens every year at some point, I know, but I really thought it would be different this year.  I just put my two year-long project on the shelf to work on this screenplay and now I’m feeling like the guy who left his wife for another woman only to discover that this new woman is certifiably insane.  Which, coincidentally, is something that actually happens to one of my characters in this new NaNo project.

The reason this NaNoWriMo is so difficult this year is the same reason I temporarily stopped working on my novel–because writing just doesn’t feel fun anymore.  It feels more like a chore than something I enjoy, even though I know that it’s not.

Writing is hard.

And…my five minutes are up.

Anyone else in the same boat here?  What gives you motivation to keep writing?  Please, help!

Millie